Friday, January 23, 2015

hope dont lose hope my dear

im not that kind from the way you see mee.
im not a person who tawaduk all the time
or most of the time
im not that kind in term of thinking about people
im not that perfect to the point that strangers may even see the flaw
im not that kind to be with
im not that kind
im not that baik to keep on thinking positive
im not that intelligent either
im not that kind to people
i may look kind and soft
but im not
im arrogant
selfish
and always forgot where im belong
im not like other people
i make sin that i dont even know what it was
i do things that lagha
i sometimes said bad stuff
bad mouth other people

but what ever i do
i know Allah with me
i dont hope any of you to be pity of me
Because i hve Allah
Allah hold me so that i walk properly on His path
But... It just me that i choose to walk away
But i tried and tried until i reach His paradise.
I hope and keep hoping from Allah
Because Allah knows best.

P/s: Nak nangis tulis ni ;(

what important is right now. let go of the past my dear. past destroyed you. i know its hard but tried and tried Allah like people who keep on trying