Dahh..... Form. 5.......
there are lots of thing going on this form 5. especially problem in form 4 that i kept on dragging it all the way to this new year. well i supposed new year should hve new azam right. tp malas lah hahaha.
Well life. i dont really know how to judge it. but i hope what had happened to me all this years will make me more mature than i am. i know ive changed a lot.
dulu kemain baik kotttttttt ckp bende merepek pon tk byk. tp still bler bler style tu masih ade lah. mse kat jalan reko diorng ckp izzah sombong tau. but in jess, mungkin friendly mungkin tak. well. i dont know how people judge me.
satu bende nk kongsi. sometimes, i hope i can be psychologist. i want to search where the judgemental people come from. Judging people based on their cover is not good. But actually, when you want to read a book the first thing you see is tht cover right. how interesting the cover look change your mind about that book eventhough tht book' story line is boring. but this cannot be applied on the other book. some book may not look interesting, but only lucky and unique people who think that this book is interesting will pick up the book tht people dont really want to read. so to me. this cover book thing has lots of meaning.
itulah. kedakang in life. some people may dont like the way we are or even the way we look but some people like it. i just want to say please dont lose hope in life. There are many great things will happened after your misery. i say this because this is what i need. a few word just to comfort myself.
i know id change alot. people that i used to be with leave me when i need them. and thats when i felt people are all the same. humen are complicated you know. when this thing keep happened. i had no choice but to leave them i know that they did nothing wrong but it just the way how my mind work. stress agak nya form5 ni tu yg rasa org ashik tk faham jee. padahal tak de pape ponn.
now i know. no wonder lah my abang and ude moody je wktu form4 form 5 they barely talk. masuk u hambik kau,, mesra kemaiinnnn. berubah ke arah kebaikan ler tuu hehehe. i hope i will be the same path as them. if not, i hope Allah can guide me to the right path dengan rendah diri tanpa rasa ujub rik dan takabur.
p/s: truthfully i said, masa dapat result selalu rasa bangga, lepastu teringat kat Allah rasa takut pulak. sorry lah tak sempurnaa huhuhu. tp result tu tkde lah tinggi sgt ade je org lain lg tinggi. tp tu ahh bila belagak dahh datang rasa diri je hebat padahal menang anugerah pelajar terbaik pon tk pernah. sijil markah tertinggi huh mimpi lahhhh '-'
